I’m tired.
I thought I was going to visit a new church this morning. Listened to a few messages from the church and they seem good. Talked with Beloved about it last night – she thinks it may be a church someone already told her about – and God told her back then not to go there. Sigh – and then Beloved said it herself. I don’t like people. And then I am left feeling like I shouldn’t even bother.
Last night she told me about the frustrations with people that she encountered in the day. Then go to a movie, more comments about people. Then someone sits down in front of her and she has to move her feet from the seat back, and more comments. After movie she comments that she was shoving her foot into the seat of him.
And no men’s group – she has too much homework and will supposedly be working on it tonight. If she is not too tired or frustrated or whatever.
Sigh. It is tiring. Just confessing this would be high treason to her. I know it sounds harsh. But best telling You about it Daddy, because You care and You can set me free from these feelings.
So Daddy – I’m telling You about it. I’m tired today. I love her – truly. But this morning I’m tired.
You are my strength. You are my life.
Thank You Father for your spirit. Thank You for your life. Thank You for loving people.
We need it.
carlehenderson
